What dreams may come

Love is but a loop Ends meet to reinforce the bonds We let those in Kindred spirits gentle with our hearts

Stella

It’s like looking out
Into the night sky
Not expecting anything spectacular
Knowing that the general arrangement of stars has been so
For eons and eons

But yet you scan
For but a glimpse of a shooting star or some satellite to pass by
And when it catches your eye
From the corner
You instantly feel connected

To something much bigger than you
You appreciate the reason that you ventured out
Into the crisp and silent night
It was meant to be

That those collections of photons
Which traveled billions of miles
For millions of years
To be capture by your very eyes

On that very second of that very night
And it’s journey was not in vain.

Grey Matter

Set another boundary
Slice and cauterize me
Everything is interweaved
Grey matter and euphoria

Start Another colony
Far from their persecution
Commit another felony
Deep in my dissolution

Put myself in your shoes
Walk a mile in my pity
Close the door and you will see
What’s inside the darkest corners

Aneurise reality
Dilating blood vessels
Slit my wrist in agony
Just to relieve the pressure

Physically and emotionally
Dehydrated in my desert
Fold my cards and walk away
From a lifetime of repression

Fantasize paternal love
Formulated in subconscious
Finely crafted narrative
Side effects may make you nauseous

Stay away from creating bonds
Pardon me for my transgression
Drowning in the shallow ponds
Of my very last emotions

On track

The anxiety
Has been getting to me
Has got me
Staring down a tunnel

It's heading straight towards me
Crowding my surroundings
Drowning my ambitions
But I'm OK

How do I explain it?
Why do i need to?
Days go by like hours
Minutes, seconds, blinks

There's comfort in the sadness
There's order in the madness
I'm coping with my feelings
In my own twisted way

So...
What is normal?
Is anyone really normal?
No worries, drugs will fix me.
Or so they say

Fallen Angels

I want to make this point across to you
From any point across the room

Gotta take a second to decompress
Or i'll take a lifetime to regret

Keep it simple stupid
Or are you too smart for your own good?

Did it hurt?
When you fell from grace?

I am redundant so don’t ask why
Never really grasped the concept of reality

Pointless

I’ve been weighing the consequences
And the weight is suffocating
I can’t get a breath in
to save my life

My private life is a corporation
The collective us is a conglomeration
And I still can’t get a word in edgewise
but it's far too late

How long will it take?
Time is just an illusion
How will you take my opinion?
Thoughts are just a conclusion

What i meant to say is
What does it matter?
Answer a question with a question
Until we can't ask anymore

The Joker

The everpresent fog
Oh how it clogs
My stream of
Consciousness

It’s such a mess
Overwhelming stress
Nonetheless
I prevail

Or do I
Hard to tell
When your whole world
is covered in a veil

Everyone and everything
Is tangled in the web
I’m just a spider in the wind
Searching for an anchor

Is this real life?
Life is overrated
Mind castrated
Or am I just sedated?

A daily reset
Is what they say
Take it easy
Day by day

But what’s the point?
What’s the meaning?
Should I ask?
The voices in my head?