Grey Matter

Set another boundary
Slice and cauterize me
Everything is interweaved
Grey matter and euphoria

Start Another colony
Far from their persecution
Commit another felony
Deep in my dissolution

Put myself in your shoes
Walk a mile in my pity
Close the door and you will see
What’s inside the darkest corners

Aneurise reality
Dilating blood vessels
Slit my wrist in agony
Just to relieve the pressure

Physically and emotionally
Dehydrated in my desert
Fold my cards and walk away
From a lifetime of repression

Fantasize paternal love
Formulated in subconscious
Finely crafted narrative
Side effects may make you nauseous

Stay away from creating bonds
Pardon me for my transgression
Drowning in the shallow ponds
Of my very last emotions