You

You don’t know how much you mean to me
You have no concept of us

You dwell somewhere between the syn ap ses
And the live that yet to come

You arrive at the stoke of midnight
But you don’t know where you’re from

Sleep in the valley of death
Search where there’s nothing left
You fall apart when you hear my heart
You

I see an object and it disappears
I'm a realization of your fears

Currents overflow
When there's no such thing as no
Forget about what you know
And concentrate on what you know

This is the game you play
This is the game you play
This is the game you play

And you play it so well

The Offering

I can’t afford a lord
Oh lord I can’t afford!
My head caused me to sin
So I cut it off

And if you go down to the roads I’ve been
What I consider fun you might consider sin

And if you stick to yours then you will find

I can’t afford a lord
Oh lord I can’t afford!
My eyes caused me to see
So I gouged them out

And if you go down to
the roads I’ve been
What I consider fun
you might consider sin

But if you stick to yours!
then you will find
What you're looking for..
What you're looking for...
and nothing more

In a No-Name Town

Deep in the city,
Where the ceilings are low..
and the kids are high…

Don't have no pity
and I never will
'till I die…

I often wonder why?

It ain’t no wonder
that our kids have kids
and we can fly…

I often wonder why

I can’t get ahead
Cause I’m so far behind
When I seem to get free
I get fined…

This is monotonous and monotonies bland
I fed a kid and she bit my hand

I often wonder why

I thought of something
But It got stored
In a place I can't find

Bring me water from underneath your earth
never lead me on to your scheme
Show me love and I won't close my eyes
Every particle is part of my dream

Shed your skin
Breathe you in
I'll hold you in
And never exhale

Concentric

Cutting corners so much your working in a circle
Cutting of the blood supply to my head it’s turning purple

Ooh, I know these things are hard to swallow
Umm..Choke them down they’re easily digested
Uhh.. I’m thinking only of tomorrow
Cause a pain in my neck is a thought that’s neglected

The sick thoughts In my head are only getting sicker
And the thin line between love and hate is slowly getting thicker

Ooh, I know these things are hard to swallow
Umm.. Choke them down they’re easily digested
Uhh.. I’m thinking only of tomorrow
Cause a pain in my neck is a thought that’s neglected (echo)

Look at the bigger picture

get out of your tunnel

while you still can

take a step back, relax and realized

what you've got in store for yourself

you're killing yourself

you selfish slug

Cynthia

She has the eyes I can really see myself in

My girl she’s just one of a kind
Don’t want to leave her alone she’s mine

Her body has bloomed so beautifully

My girl she’s just one of a kind
Don’t want to leave her alone she’s mine

I like the way her skin depicts her mood

My girl she’s just one of a kind
Don’t want to leave her alone she’s mine

I know I long for her, but will she miss me?

(Gasp for air. guitar solo)

She has the body I can see myself in

Leave her alone she’s mine

She has the body I can sink my teeth into

Leave her alone she’s mine

Cinderella

Sent a letter up to the sky
balloons pop and litter the the ground
return to sender yeah PIGS DON'T FLY
but they float a little around

theres a slight chance of RAIN
20% to be exact
guaranteed to be let down
come falling down
crashing down

bigger they are
harder they
FALL...

Cinderella is my girl friend
Seen her ass sleeping around
put her in her place yeah that shit don't fly
put her god mother in the ground

Will some one please EX-PLAIN
what i'm doing here
Personally I think your to blame
instilling lies and fears

having a hard time
pretending to be
what I am
not

Have a harder time
figuring out
what I should
be

none is the hardest
as discovering what
I want to
be

god help me
god help me
GOD HELP ME

to see the light
is divine
stare too long and go blind

Emergency Room

Does she notice me
as I glance at her blue
eyes that awaken
a passion lay dormant
too long

Every second that passes
agitates the tension
when she smiles I tremble
I just might erupt

Should I bottle it up and
risk the inevitable
causing unknown destruction
to all in my wake

or, do I avoid confrontation
pass the burden to others
Have I lost all perspective?
whats real and whats fake?

Emit me
commit me
cause we all know
I can't do it myself

Permit me
to commit the
unspeakable act
That has tormented brain

What was once wholesome and beauty
has become heart-ache anxiety
what was once planned, peaceful new future
dark distant past

Past, Present, Persistent Presence

Like a pulsing headache
your presence persists
not audible or visible
but present non-the-less

nagging, biting, pulling at me
with relentless fervor
unstoppable and obstinate
like a fervent fever

Never have I felt a feeling so horrible
or maybe I repressed the memory
a coping mechanism

The more I fight
The bigger it gets
As I try to observe
it floats away

I feed it with fantasy
Keep it alive with my blood
Parasitic in nature
So I open the flood

Bleed!
Bleed!

Relieve the pressure the resides in me

Give in!
Give in!

Let it live
A life of its own...